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[26 Sep 2005|09:29pm] |
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Emery |
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I always like people I can't have now a days. </3.
( Random pictures.. )
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[09 Jul 2005|08:53pm] |
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the spill canvas |
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ok.. so last night was pretty fun. & i haven't written in here in a longgg time! but here's some pictures from last night. :]
( ..last night!! <3 )
And you can also go to my Myspace!! http://www.myspace.com/bangitstragic
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[03 May 2005|07:20pm] |
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agony scene. |
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i'll love you forever.
NO.
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[18 Apr 2005|09:17pm] |
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none. |
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Give me my Thursday shirt back. I'm not joking.
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[16 Apr 2005|10:40am] |
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the agony scene |
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It's funny how we walk by eachother like complete strangers now.
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| birthday. |
[11 Apr 2005|08:14pm] |
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happy birthday Timothy.
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[09 Apr 2005|02:31pm] |
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asldlsdasdlf... |
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You see me, do I look okay to you? Give me your hand, I'll shake it and shake it again. I'll smile until my face falls off my head. If it's good for you, it's good for me too.
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[28 Mar 2005|05:25pm] |
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uh none. |
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I think people are a bunch of fucking morons.
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[20 Mar 2005|12:41pm] |
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armor for sleep |
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Believe, the news,
I’m gone, for good,
Call off, the search,
No one will know that I’m down here,
Believe, the note,
I left, for you
You can’t turn back the clocks,
You cant pull me up from here so don’t try.
In a car underwater with time to kill,
Thinking back I forgot to tell you this,
I didn’t care that you left and abandoned me,
What hurts more is I would still die for you.
I’m in a car underwater with time to kill,
Thinking back I forgot to tell you this,
I didn’t care that you left and abandoned me,
What hurts more is I would still die for you.
Make time, slower,
Give me, longer,
It’s too late, for me,
No one will know that I am down here,
And believe, your dreams,
Of me, sinking,
So far, below,
You cant pull me up from here so don’t try.
In a car underwater with time to kill,
Thinking back I forgot to tell you this,
I didn’t care that you left and abandoned me,
What hurts more is I would still die for you.
I’m in a car underwater with time to kill,
Thinking back I forgot to tell you this,
I didn’t care that you left and abandoned me,
What hurts more is I would still die for you.
Leave it up to me,
To burden you again,
This ones not your fault,
Please forgive me.
Leave it up to me,
To burden you again,
This ones not your fault,
So forget so forget so forget me.
Don’t think back don’t think back on me at all,
Just let me go.
I’m in a car underwater with time to kill,
Thinking back I forgot to tell you this,
I didn’t care that you left and abandoned me,
What hurts more is I would still die for you.
I’m in a car underwater with time to kill,
Thinking back I forgot to tell you this,
I didn’t care that you left and abandoned me,
What hurts more is I would still die for you.
I would still die for you…
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| hey guess what. |
[18 Mar 2005|07:32pm] |
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annoyed, and just ugh. |
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brand new |
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Back in school they never taught us
what we needed to know,
Like how to deal with despair,
or someone breakin your heart.
For twelve years I've held it all together,
but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart.
I played it quiet left you deep in conversation,
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.
I remember I kept thinking
that I know you never would,
And now I know I want to kill you
like only a best friend could.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to...
As if it happening wasn't enough,
I got to go and write a song
just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, covers over my head,
Wrote a message on my pillow that says
"Jesse, stay asleep in bed"
Don't apologize...
I hope you choke and die.
Search your cell for something which to hang yourself,
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven,
But they don't tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to hell.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to...
...and I can't let you let me down again...
Everyone's caught on to everything you do..
And I can't let you let me down again.
Everyone's caught on to...
So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home,
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield..
Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call and end this conversation.
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed,
when you say "best friends" means friends forever...
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[11 Feb 2005|08:41pm] |
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atreyu. |
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guess what. it's almost Valentine's Day. . . . ...sux0rz. And yes, my computer is still broken. Just got home from Alicia's today and she'll be in Raliegh for a day. Poop. And tomorrow going to a party and blahblah. &yes, my computer is still broken.
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[06 Feb 2005|07:20pm] |
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underoath. |
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ROAAAAAAAAAARRRRRR. i have a favorite movie. and i'm not telling you unless you ask. it's the bestest in the world. and it's not nightmare before christmas. that's #2. and it's not mean girls. that's #3. SO BUWHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. yea, i have nothing better to say.
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[31 Jan 2005|07:30pm] |
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indescribable |
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a static lullaby |
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forget it. just stand by. &watch me fall apart.
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| bleh. |
[31 Jan 2005|06:39pm] |
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a static lullaby. |
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A star up in the sky, a poem to the dead, let this mistake bring a vivid crystal to her eye. Now drain out my lungs, before the fluid brings a choke. I cannot inhale the sparkle of your voice.
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| report cards. |
[26 Jan 2005|08:33pm] |
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haste the day |
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well. report cards. my parents haven't seen it yet. BUTTTT. GPA: 1.55.
dundundun. but that's for missing 15 days. I think i lost track of everything. and then it all fell apart. i'll get it straight the next two quarters. &i got my blood brothers shirt, hell yes.
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| computer is still messed up. |
[23 Jan 2005|04:53pm] |
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accomplished |
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bright eyes |
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well. as very few people know, knew.. i had a hole in my shoe, and i fixed that by. getting a new pair of vans. and this time, not pink and black. been there, done that. and not white and black. ...was just there, did that. BUT THESE. are the new katie shoes. yes, i know i wear shoes out really quick, but what can i say.
but i still need a new hoodie which i shall be getting soon... ?
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[20 Jan 2005|08:02pm] |
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numb |
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atreyu. duh. |
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Just live and breathe and try not to die again.
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[18 Jan 2005|07:46pm] |
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my chemical romance. |
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we have to call a computer person. period. dotdotdot. but i will have my old computer back soon. hopefully.
SIGHHHHHHHHHHH.ayyyyyyyye aye aye. i have nothing to do. timothy got off the phone to go do something. i'm too lazy to open another box to get on AIM. but at least my shirt came. which you people will be seeing me in tomorrow when i'm not wearing my huge coat thing.
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[16 Jan 2005|02:03pm] |
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lethargic |
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norma jean. |
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 computer is still gay. my step-dad will work on it today though. the end.
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| uhm yea. |
[11 Jan 2005|06:32pm] |
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my computer is messing up a lot. get over it. my aim is messing up a lot. get over it. i might not update /everyday/ for a while. get over it. i wasn't at school today. get over it. my new screename is: bang its tragic.
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